My Dearest Sabie,
Oh how I miss you sweetie pie. You have brought so much joy and happiness to Mummy and Daddy… your smile, the glint in your eyes, your laughter and most especially your love. You have shown us what true unselfish love is about.
Mummy will always remember how you would clap your hands and stamp you feet the moment I walked in the door after work, how you would call me “Maaaaa Maaaa” out loud, how you loved to sit in between my legs to watch Tv, read books and apply lotion all over your body, even you hair. You were my sweetheart remember? Mummy has so many memories with you sweetie, all locked up in my heart, never to be forgotten.
Remember when we first took you home from St. Lukes, you got the hiccups and mummy was panicking! But you were such a darling baby to care for, never once giving mummy any problems. Even when you had to go for you jabs, you barely cried! Remember your first Christmas; mummy dressed you up all in red! How mummy laughed when you chased after the spoon when mummy started feeding you solid food and beef soup, you loved beef soup, remember? I was so proud of you, how behaved you were when we went out, how you would sit through a whole meal just playing with your toys and books and occasionally call my attention to feed you my food.
You made me so happy, so so happy… the 17 months that God gave you to me was the most complete I ever was. You brightened up my life and gave me a reason to be here. My life was planned around you, from the day you were born, every minute of the day I spent thinking of you, loving you. What shall mummy do now that you are gone?
The house is so empty without you Sabie, but I am glad you are now in Heaven with Jesus. You must be dancing to American Idol to entertain everyone up there! No more stethoscopes right? No need to check oxygen all the time right? No more blue lips and fingers… you’re perfect up there now. Mummy is looking forward to the day I can hug and kiss you again in Heaven.
I will love you always my sweetheart, forever and forever until the day we meet again. I miss you very much, sweetie pie. Look down on us from Jesus’ lap ok? And always remember in your heart that mummy loves you very much.
With so much love,
Mummy